dreaming with a broken heart

waking up is the hardest part.

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sometimes I think about random things, such as, i wish someone would sing for me.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart
Cover By David Choi
Originally sung by John Mayer

I Was Mugged

can i really say 'mugged'?

because i'm toot tired telling the same story over and over again (and it makes me remember all those moments, all that has happened, and it makes me cry again, and feel scared.) i'm just gonna give the link to where i posted the story first.

GO HERE TO READ MY STORY..

sorry it's in tagalog, but i just want to tell all of you to be careful when you go out, especially if you're all alone. we can't really say when these things will happen.

and for those who knows my number, please DO TEXT death threats to it. :)

then ERASE my number. no trisha will reply to you.

bags, fans, and more...

It's very rare to find ARASHI merchandise here at RP, so when I got the chance to find one (even if it's not really from japan, but the feeling of having one just makes you feel that it is) I didn't hesitate to buy one (even if it's kinda expensive). anything for arashi... especially MATSUJUN :)

visit MISHIELLANEOUS's multiply for other mechandise like this!

oh and have i mentioned we saw BLEEDMAN at mangaholix today? too bad we didn't get anything from him... only a stolen pic XD

I also stumbled upon my classmates when i was there. they were so all over the place! and i was like happy i saw them.

so after mangaholix and arashi, me and my family went to MOA to watch NEW MOON.

it was like TWILIGHT, but BETTER.

and can I just say that besides "UP", TWILIGHT and NEW MOON were the only movies that I know that make fans scream because of the scenes (they were very "kilig" at Edward, Bella, and Jacob) and my sister and I were like laughing XD

well, i better get to sleep... we still have PROGCOA, 84 :)
and I have SA.

nyt2 :D

Youtube

so I found this video in youtube where she was having a winter singing contest, and I decided to give it a try. It wouldn't require much anyways, just me singing a pop song. sooo, i decided to give her a video response of me singing a pop song.

i didn't get to be in the top 5, but i got the 8th place :) see the vid... hear my account name (sha3sha) :DD

and here's what I video responsed:



and it says there that the videos will be featured and posted on HamEntertainment.com (try to check it out, but the site says it's still under construction)

go to Music (top left button) then under POP singers click the button.

that's about it for today :) i hope to join more contest at youtube or any contests like this :D i'm ready~!

fight~! XD

music in my ears

sometimes i hear music inside my head. but the words are too murmured and i can't really understand the lyrics.

sometimes i try to write those murmured words down. sometimes i succeed, sometimes i fail. most of the times i fail. but for those moments that i get to write down all of those that i hear were rare, so they are made into a song.

like this blog, sometimes i tend to write down murmured stuffs from my head that's just so crap. maybe i want to say something, i just can't make it out.

anyways, i need to go get some sleep cause i need one.

Friday the 13th

it was really Friday the 13th for me...

after speaking of Friday the 13th as a "lucky day", it was not for me.

1. I woke up. late. it was really usual, but this day, I can't be late cause we have midterms on 3D. so, i endd up late. good thing they were just starting on things when i arrived.

2. the last jeep i rode was caught by a policeman, saying he allowed passenggers to go in his jeep at the "no loading and unloading" part of the Magallanes. so we have to wait for about 3-5 minutes.

3. I started doing my midterms at around 9, after our prof had finished giving us instructions at what to do for our midterms. hours passed by, and 11 am arrived. i was about to be finished when my Maya broke down. good thing i saved. but the bummer part was that i only saved it at the desktop, not knowing that when the pc would restart, the files at the desktop would be erased. lesson learned there. i should have put it at the drive d.

4. my works were not checked by our prof because... i really don't know if it was me or the prof who had gone wrong. at first, he was calling our names, so we assumed that he'll call all of us. but several hours later, he asked us if there would be anymore who would want him to check his or her exercises. we were really not minding him cause i thought he was referring to those who were still not complete with their exercises. little did i know that he was referring to those who have not been called. bummer cause when i told my classmate that i was next, the prof said another name, and thus not calling mine.

5. i didn't study at programming so i accept my mistakes. the only problem is that the questions that i made a mistake was very easy, and that if i studied, i'd get it right. bummer. and i'm not quite sure about my other answers too.

6. we went to Makati to go shopping and i was looking for a nice jacket. it was sale all over and sadly, i didn't get to buy anything.

well... i hope my day would turn around tomorrow.

GOODBYE DREAM PORTFOLIO

i hope you don't mind me making this blog a tagalog one, i just wanna express what i feel about my files that was lost and never to be found again. goodbye dream portfolio.



pangalawang beses na to nangyari saken. siguro eto nalang ang magpapaiyak saken ngaun. nakakapanghina. masakit sa damdamin. parang namatayan ka. alam mo ba un??

nung unang beses nawala saken lahat ng pictures ko ng high school. JS. Field Trip. at iba't ibang mga kalokohan. mga family pics. mga koleksyon ko ng mga kanta. lahat wala. ganito rin nangyari saken, pero mas malala at mas malakas ang iyak ko, kasi first time.

nangyari ulit. ngayon masaklap kasi mismong sa external nawala ung files ko. wala na ang mga youtube vids ko, ung mga bagong albums na dinownload ko, at mga movies. ANG PINAKAMASAKLAP DON, LAHAT NG ARTWORKS, OUTPUTS, PLATES, ETC. NANDON. ANO NALANG ANG MAGIGING ITSURA NG PORTFOLIO KO NITO. EMPTY. WALANG LAMAN. BORING. NI UNG MGA KANTANG NIRECORD KO WALA. UNG MGA SHOTS KO GAMIT ANG DSLR NG SCHOOL, UNG SOFTCOPY NG LIBRO KO.

SOBRANG TUWA KO BUTI NALANG UNG FILES KO SA 3D MODELING NASA MAIL KO LANG.

PERO DIBA? SA LOOB LANG NG ISANG TAON, NAWALA LANG SILANG PARANG BULA.

BAKIT HINDI KA KASI NAGBACK-UP?
wala akong burner.
maliit lang ang memory ng laptop ko
at wala na din akong desktop (kung kelan kelangan namin ng desktop.)
saan ko ba siya dapat talagang isave.
wala.
wala na talagang pagkakatiwalaang gadgets ngaun.

hindi sana siya ganon kasakit kasi konti palang naman nadadagdag kong files dun. pero lumipas ang isang term bago pa siya nawala. nung pinaalala ni Gerdz ang portfolio IYAK NALANG AKO. wala na kong magawa eh. hindi kasi ako nagbaback-up.

bahala na.